This confession should be seen by all people,”….To see how dumb America was, how dumb the world is”.

This confession should be seen by all people,”….To see how dumb America was, how dumb the world is”.
I couldn’t write anything to post on this blog since I developed quadriplegia..no..just kidding, I am bored as hell, and I think harassing Religions is not that fun anymore it was a fairly easy target to bully, I am wondering these days to return back to the barn, the Islamic one, for the sake of benefit,But in order to get into that type of life lots of stuff I should force myself into doing, like doing the Prayers in mosque, sucking up to the big imaginary guy up there, praise Islam, etc…. so you may call me an opportunistic seeking pig but some people advised me to join some mosque in order I can get to meet some Muslim doctors that could help me with my goal. And as for acting as an atheist in public will not change much of my weird messed up hermit like life, and since I can’t stand Christians here neither, I am left with very few options.
Well I didn’t make the choice yet, not because I can’t be hypocrite(I am an Iraqi remember), but because I can’t stand social life and meeting people, so am I going to pile up the enough bollocks to do it? I don’t know…
In another dimension…I spent lots of time the other day, exploring FleshLights via internet, I sound like a real pathetic by just mentioning them, the problem with those sex toys are really expensive they are like about 70 bucks each. And I doubt its portability(what if someone wanted to use them in public places) there are various types like vagina, anus, mouth.. and no one made a hand shaped one!? and on some site they even let you to define the inside textureof the tube. And some dude on another site offered a way to build up a homemade Fleshlight, but it is too uncomfortable and unpractical in my opinion.
The last paragraph was rather weird, don’t judge me, judge the dude that created on a one day an anus like cloud followed by an erected penis cloud, and I guess you can know how the cumshot looked like(I’ll leave it to your imagination)
Adding to the list why I hate people that when someone comes to me speaking about magic, and I mean witchcraft magic. I grew up in an environment where folks believed in supernatural evil powers, like hasad and black magic especially those who are done by najafiyat
even though I tried to compel that ideology from spreading by rational speech while trying to stir up the way people think I end up totally defeated when they confront me and my past Muslim self that magic and hasad has been cited in Qura’an …little did I know that I was actually a deist more than a true Muslim believer, since I rejected djin and all the bogus that Qura’an emphasized.
The Arab world and more likely the Islamic world is ridden with these fallacies, the alarming part of it that people do really think about it as true as the presence of gravity, many times people get into fights because of those delusions which we thank Mohamad that he instead of healing the society, he managed to enforce the madness . Now, whether Criss Angel befriended with djin or Uri Gellar was the true grandson of Mosses, I leave you with this mockery by Abu Ali Elsheebani mixed by a Salafi anti-Magician commentator
the fun doubles when there are two village idiots.
Oh..My me..how I miss that dude..he is funnier than anything I ever watched.
While I was driving back home from another stupid-big-time-anal-fuck-mart I noticed that the rock radio channel that I tuned into was running “Enter Sandman” by Metallica, coincidence could it be that I started to like Metallica stuff lately, or it is just that I wasn’t acquainted to their music till some time ago. The weather is getting colder so as my life, the breeze of the cold odorless fart of god of the wind still makes me shiver with weird feelings….maybe some goddess pheromones. Continue reading ‘Some notes’
No wonder why their music seemed little bit too complicated .
I admit that the last thirty days was much more than just waste of time, I stopped studying at all, I spent the time playing video games, I bought new expensive laptop, and for the first time in my life bought a video game(official buy) adding to the newly developed weird behaviors of mine (I used getting the fun only through warez,) and of course adding to that I didn’t fast Ramadan the whole month entirely. Now I am sitting in front of my laptop not shaved and didn’t take a shower or a shit like a hobo.. trying to fill up my void and empty life with retarded answers to a teenager type of questions in el7ad.com (an Arab atheist forum), what a waste of time and lime… I would rather waste it on jerking off, but since the latter became more of a boring daily activity I decided to quit it for the next few days or weeks.
I already ordered two of R. Dawkins new books, trying to find a way back to analytical scientific approach into my life, cause if I stayed like this for the few more days I will end up looking for answers from a non-existing being, and relapse to my previous delusions.I can’t find a way to get myself into the scientific arena here in USA, I feel that my whole six years in medical college just has been wasted, I have various options but I am confused of which path I may take, since each path requires a complete concentration and detachment from the other one. And since some of my education credentials are not available I cannot proceed into any one. People here wonder why would it take a college more than a year to complete a student’s graduation papers, I am silenced by embarrassment from my beloved! (cradle of civilization) country, cause as far as I know it is a mere cradle of filth and corrupt.
Poor person that I am hooked up to his internet I downloaded several gigabytes through his connection, finding amusement in new-nerd oriented sitcom wasn’t all fulfilling since I ended up with this result of today’s cerebral(frontal lobe) functional decline.

What a big 8undra…now we are stepping into worshiping 8anader .
Early morning and… Thank you Rammstein :p
(Warning: Porn clips included, you must be over 18 or something to access)
http://www.visit-x.net/rammstein/
Next time I meet a girl I sing her
You’ve got a pussy,
I have a dick,
So what’s the problem?
Let’s do it quick.
P.S. I dont understand why he can’t get laid in Germany!